Monday, August 29, 2005 ++

i'm having FIRM mid year tml n i'm going to flunk this paper. i dont give it a damn. i have no mood to study, i m dreaming instead.

i alws wanted a bf that's not bad looking, tan, loves playing sports, caring n loving. as i grow older, my bf rules still applies, but i want someone who has dreams, has goals , knows what he want in life.

yea, i know jian long is really a nice guy. but something's missing. i know i love him, i do. but he's still not the guy that i really wants. isit really very true that what u want is alws different from what u really get? isit really very demanding to ask for a bf who has these requirements? So far, i haven met any guy that i can fall in love with, who has these requirements. what will happen in the future, i do not know. will i end up with him or someone else? i'm confused. i have this urge in me to break up, so that i can meet the guy whom i really wants to be with.

sometimes, i feel that my feelings for you isnt strong enough for me to be with you. how?
10:32 PM

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